I haven’t blogged in a bit… which in this case means I haven’t been doing much apart from work. The good thing is I’ve been in a good flow for work. I’ve been getting early, not so much because of the Olympics (I’m glad they’ve been there to keep me company though; early morning TV normally sucks!) but to get a start on all of the things I have to do. The work has been going steadily and going pretty well. The pile is still big though. I’m not sure what I can delegate either. These days I’ll work right through the day and I’m so focused on what I’m doing I don’t want to break for lunch if any preparation is involved. I’ll work right through into the afternoon and when I stop I’m usually exhausted. I’m physically tired of course but more significantly I’m mentally spent.
The problem with that type of exhaustion is that I have no energy for anything creative. I haven’t been able to write. I’m working from early in the morning and by the time I’m done there’s nothing left to put into songs. I know it’s a season (I don’t expect work to continue at this pace; It won’t go away entirely but it will slow down again) but it’s a frustrating season to be in right now since I want to get paper playing off the ground.
I’m looking forward to this week though. I plan to go on leave for at least a part of it. If God sends the money (read ad for prayer here) Sam and I should go out of town for a couple of days. Apart from taking a break and focusing some time on gearing up for parenting I’m hoping to spend some hours each day writing and blogging. I’m optimistically targeting finishing one song and laying out several other ideas. I’m also planning to blog about my philosophy of art making and my journey to where I am now as an artist.
So the pace of all my writing should pick up again this coming week.
Its good to know that you are aware that the creative season comes with showers of rain, the heat of the midday sun and the cool of the caribbean evening breeze….as you walk the road to finding the words and the music,my prayer is that you will find refreshment along the way. and that our of this you will be able to bless God and bless our souls. we journey with you in prayer and admiration.
By: honeyybear on August 23, 2008
at 10:28 pm
yo! jus call in sick Baj! If you use your own line to call yourself then you should go straight to voicemail and you won’t even have to talk to your boss … self … person … er …. this might not work …
By: pEtEr brick on August 24, 2008
at 12:39 am
Thanks for the encouragement Andre. The only problem with the seasons and the rhythm of it all is that I’m on a schedule!
I’ll just have to take it as it comes.
Peter, I’ve found myself to be a very inflexible boss when it comes to reviewing my own applications for leave and giving a favorable reply. I’m just not sure which me to fire
By: paperplaying on August 25, 2008
at 9:04 am
I am reminded of a little old lady who had a stoke and lost her speech and much of her movement. Overtime her speech returned but allowed her to say only one line”God knows it all”. Whenever she was angry, sad or uncomfortable she could only say “God knows it all”. Some might consider it unfortunate but I consider it a beautiful thing to be left with such truth. So while the plans may not materialize with uncle “Gustav” in our quarters remember that “God knows it all” and all that concerns this music project will be accomplished
. Proud of you!
By: Groupie 101 on August 28, 2008
at 12:31 am